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33 entries this month
Godliness
06:25 Jul 31 2016
Times Read: 762
Few things amount to perfection.
That... certainly earned its place among them.
Within them
01:08 Jul 31 2016
Times Read: 774
Hmm hmm.
Sixteen.
00:09 Jul 30 2016
Times Read: 781
"... for something is neither good or bad that thinking makes it so."
but...18:28 Jul 28 2016
Times Read: 801
Such a strange tail.
08:04 Jul 26 2016
Times Read: 816
Music tonight is just making me think of her. Putting visions of her in my arms. Smiling, laughing, joking. Just... relaxed. So very much relaxed.
I love it.
♫...pequeño y travieso...♫
07:20 Jul 26 2016
Times Read: 822
Just finished watching a show that's nearly ten years old, at my sister's request. I can't believe it's been that long and I never heard of it. At all.
Yup, saddest show I've seen ever. Wouldn't suggest it to anyone. So if ya ask what it is, I ain't gonna answer.
But... the music. Man... the music. I can't resist the music.
I need to watch this with my daughter. Figure that out.
If only07:25 Jul 25 2016
Times Read: 841
No way to tell for sure.
I simply might..... perhaps so...
IF only.
07:17 Jul 25 2016
Times Read: 849
tanya nae i' tella en' amin mele ten' lle.
The misty spray of dry snow.07:45 Jul 24 2016
Times Read: 867
I could have sworn I just wrote about fountains carrying the ash of long ago burned bridges.
Now... why a fountain? Well... First, you have to understand how most fountains work.
After that, well... who knows?
My second idol.04:18 Jul 24 2016
Times Read: 876
"He's" the purrdiest.
My darling,
Sooba.
Fountains and dry snow.22:59 Jul 23 2016
Times Read: 884
Burned bridges leave interesting ashes. The water rushing below isn't stagnant, but... it tends to give a feel of a fountain more than a river. Heh.
Seared and Juicy.
02:00 Jul 23 2016
Times Read: 898
It would seem everyone in my house knows how to eat steak. That is to say... not ruined.
I prepared steak for us again tonight... and booya! No hockey pucks.
Booya for medium rares across the board... and not a complaint in sight.
I think I like cooking. Maybe.
19:34 Jul 22 2016
Times Read: 908
Going through my journals I have many things that I like about what I've written. I suppose that's a given for the person whose the author, but nothing is certain. Some things may have left a bad remaining taste, but I wrote them out of need. Either way, It seems that few things inspire me to write at length about any one topic, and in reviewing them, I always ask myself, 'why don't you keep writing?" I should. I know I should. It is an outlet for me, a way of thinking and arranging the many emotions and pains that I deal with. And if I'm really lucky, someone else reading finds a connection with the work. A rare thing, but it's why I put anything out there. For those that may be experiencing something similar, to know they aren't as alone as I feel at times. It's a sort of conversation that doesn't need to be had, with a stranger you've never met. And you both grow more from it. And if truly fortunate, you get to discuss it at length... someday... somewhere, right after the flash of the big bang wanes and is no longer blinding bright light at the end of all tunnels. Then, we'll see each other, greet one another, and laugh, about all we once thought life ending.
02:48 Jul 21 2016
Times Read: 917
♫♫...If you loved me
I wouldn't have to wonder
I wouldn't have to blunder
Through this life
If you loved me
I wouldn't have to run away
I wouldn't have to hide away
Through this life
If I could
Transform
And change the way I am right now
I’d be
Exactly what you want to see
If you loved me
I wouldn't have to be sad
I could smile and you'd be glad
That I’m from this life
If I could transform
I wouldn't have to be afraid
I wouldn't have to be unmade
From this life...♫♫
sameness.
02:42 Jul 21 2016
Times Read: 918
Smiling at the position I place myself in. I wonder and think and wonder again. Could that much change really keep things so nearly the same? Or am I too idle in wondering such. Sometimes these are questions I ask, and sometimes rhetoric statements of mind. There isn't a outline of ways that anyone could chalk. Ironic and simple if I were to say "we need to talk."
Conjecture a la nada? Nah
16:24 Jul 19 2016
Times Read: 938
I am quickly going to assume that what I just read was a very professional mental health assessment, of an asshole. A summation that even rivals some of the breakdowns of individuals personality that I've made over time. I must say, I don't think Hitler's mental and emotional state was dissected with near as much finesse and attention.
I am impressed.
03:57 Jul 18 2016
Times Read: 956
Steak nearly hockey-pucked, mushrooms underdone. Salt content that rivals the Dead Sea. That type of night eh?
I mean, I don't need it mooing on my plate. It's enough if it has mooed quite recently.
Oh well. The first time around it was good. Second I got cocky. Easy on the rub next time. lol
Ba Dum Tsh
09:14 Jul 17 2016
Times Read: 972
1: Speaking of movies that were supposed to have sequels, anything recent from shamalan?
1: Or did he put the nail in his coffin?
Slain: dunno. usually it's pretty quiet from him... and then a surprise plot twist and he makes another movie.
09:03 Jul 17 2016
Times Read: 977
♫ Then what, what you gonna do
When the new wears off and the old shines through
And it ain't really love and it ain't really lust
You ain't anybody anyone's gonna trust
Then what, where you gonna turn
When you cant turn back for the bridges you burn
And fate can't wait to kick you in the butt
Then what
There's price for ever promise you don't keep
Then what, where you gonna turn
When you cant turn back for the bridges you burn
And fate can't wait to kick you in the butt
Then what
Do want you want,
do what you wish
It's your life but remember this
There's bound to be some consequences...♫
A good friend turned my ear to that song, and my how fitting it is while in contemplation.
01:54 Jul 17 2016
Times Read: 991
I have never had so much fun in my life with a tablet. I just figured out today what a button on youtube does. It takes over her ps4 youtube and for 20 minutes my sisters just kept saying "wtf" and "I didn't put that!" and "why did it pause?!" and "why is it playing!?"
I. Could. Not. Breathe.
The gig was up when they started to believe the ps4 controller was broken and I explained otherwise. I could have gotten at least a weeks worth of hilarity out of this. LMFAO
19:58 Jul 14 2016
Times Read: 1,004
"Loiosh," I thought to my familiar, "find Daymar."
"as Your Majesty requests," he answered.
"Feel free to save the sarcasm."
A telepathic giggle is an odd thing to experience. Loiosh flew out the window.
Pensive-tivity. 12:44 Jul 14 2016
Times Read: 1,013
:: chuckles::
And people wonder why I say:
"As you wish."
... it rhymes with... forgot.01:37 Jul 14 2016
Times Read: 1,019
It is interesting how much time this one took.
Rhyming has oddly been harder that it looks.
Time in placing, like moving a rook
Time in timing, like writing a book.
A book with an endless source of love on its pages.
Magic, not less, the true spelling of Mages.
Caretakers so keen, mandrake root wouldn't rot.
Now I've finally started creating This Heart I've got.
You aren't worried, and must not.
I'll be whatever for you with this heart that I've got.
I'll be the shooting star in your lover filled sky.
I'll be so gentle I'll leave no mark as I pass by.
Pass by, unseeming grand; With no place to stop
I can be that, with this heart I've got.
I'll be the bookmark, in the book of your wants.
I'll show you where you left off, and what your heart haunts.
I'll will do this and be myself set aside.
Set aside, not coldly, but with maybe a sigh.
A sigh, then set aside with well meaning forethought.
and yet I can do this, with this heart I've got....
08:09 Jul 09 2016
Times Read: 1,040
One would have to know, in order to.
I guess that's what tickles me.
Once bitten...05:26 Jul 09 2016
Times Read: 1,047
It was over a year since I had visited there. The fresh scars that I had received there blocked out the pleasant and enjoyable memories that I still have of that place.
So I went there today, a friend and myself and had a pretty decent time. And numerous laughs over the silliest of things. This. This is why I go there.
I might frequent it, in the coming days. I like the laughter. I need it.
01:58 Jul 09 2016
Times Read: 1,051
My new found interest in keeping watch in silence reveals things which I did not expect. Like being in the woods at night, or in a cave, keeping your silence helps you see- no, hear, much more than you'd anticipate.
And some things, can't be unseen. Much less unheard.
Now shhhhhhhh. I'm hoping to see something that distracts me from what I'm seeing now.
Hmm...03:56 Jul 08 2016
Times Read: 1,065
A title intro... poem... I guess my arrogance knows no bounds. Hmm hmm.
It is interesting how much time this one took.
Rhyming has oddly been harder that it looks.
Time in placing, like moving a rook
Time in timing, like writing a book.
A book with an endless source of love on its pages.
Magic, not less, the true spelling of Mages.
Caretakers so keen, mandrake root wouldn't rot.
Now I've finally started creating This Heart I've got.
08:50 Jul 07 2016
Times Read: 1,077
An hour and twenty minutes and seven years ago... Today she grows just a little more. And just like the pictures... I get to watch her grow in small, rare, dramatic bursts.
Value your little one's time, mommies and daddies out there... And hold onto it with every breath you take.
That's Chinese... for Petty.16:07 Jul 06 2016
Times Read: 1,093
AND ALSO... Xiǎoqì.
"That's Chinese for Petty."
:: chuckles::
This is just GORGEOUS.15:43 Jul 06 2016
Times Read: 1,104
The line between Savage and Petty... Is my jump rope.
DEAL WIT IT
DEAL WIT IT
HASHTAG DEAL WIT IT
This is priceless.
My head hurts.06:09 Jul 06 2016
Times Read: 1,118
There is an impressive amount of can't right now.
And I am even-ing all of it.
Context.
It's like people purposefully weed out key details and parts out of anything I've said, just to go through the motions of misunderstanding me.
Sure... let's pretend like I only said a portion of what I actually said. That way, your ignoring and saying silly things is actually warranted. The very silly things that would have been avoided.... if you just... absorbed the info in front of you.
It hurts my head... hurts so much. LMAO.
I'm not all that smart nor correct most of the time... but damn.
Tell me MOAR...
19:43 Jul 05 2016
Times Read: 1,138
"But if all of your man's previous relationships have ended poorly, your relationship will probably meet the same fate."
Alright sweetheart, so tell me, in what realm of possibilities or other dimensional situation, a chance could possibly exist where your man's previous relationships have not ended, let alone ended "poorly" and you still now have a relationship with him. They kind of had to have ended for him to be with you now. Eh?
So why the "poorly"? Just felt the need to be negative? Or have things changed where if a relationship ends, well... the opposite of poorly, is actually a good thing? The relationship is dead, gone... and for those of us keeping up, it ENDED. That's generally not a good thing, regardless of it ending well or poorly.
Back to his old relationships being done with. So... if they ended, it means that yours will too. Plain and simple.
Really? This is the type of advice women give each other? I'm dying over here picturing female number 1 saying this to female number 2 just to get her disinterested in the same guy that female number 1 is into.
"If he's dated others before you, you won't last." lmfao
And then she said...
06:55 Jul 04 2016
Times Read: 1,150
"You're best served at night."
Hmm... am I, really?
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